Monday, August 20, 2007

mugmugmug :C
school's a bitch. overwrought by the massive amount of uncompleted work. fraction of work done is only one fifth. tell me how not to feel uneasy about this. tutorials are around the corner and i dont seem to be bucking myself up or rather, no matter how much effort i put in, the work seems to be piling up and never down. its a bottomless pit. ohwells, face up to the interior's society, its gna be similar. hang in there all you people as well.
how i wish to revert back to holidays life in this instance. well, people really tend to procrastinate a lot and as a human(cough), i was complaining how boring were the four months of very sufficient holidays and yearn so much to go back to school and now here i am, showing my dissatisfaction, AGAIN.
48 hours for me never seems to be enough, let alone 24. and a mind boggling question begets, why the hell am i still sitting here. but no matter how i much i resent and refuse, i still gotta do what i gotta do. this is always etched and vivid in my mind "I will not disappoint the confidence you have put in me" i know my mum has high expectations of me since she always felt i have IT and i can never seem to meet my own standards. in fact, im really stressed up, i really am. i think its time to look into the mirror and bring the self confidence up. well, every cloud has a silver lining.i pray for sign of hope in this gloomy situation and a hopeful prospect in the midst of this difficulty. i gotta snap outta my depressed funk and dont indulge in black moods, something i have to remind myself constantly.

lessons arent that stimulating and doesnt seem to invigorate me at all. prolly i was just a little more talkative during autocad classes. and goodness gracious me, i didnt even touch my work AT ALL. partially due to bill annoying me half the time or otherwise, i was distracted by online nudging. urgh. SCREAMS (exactly what i feel like doing now)

why does it seem that i can never accomplish anything?

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